Post by poledra on Aug 6, 2005 22:30:48 GMT -5
When I was little I always had a nightmare that I was a mute girl (often the same age as the waking world, but was sometimes much younger) and my room was a brilliantly lit up golden dome. My brother, Casey, was always the same age as me but in reality he's 3 years younger. I was always with my mom, too.
We would play and have fun with all sorts of toys, ones I remember most is a ball and a piano keyboard. We'd be laughing at each other, well, I'd be smiling really wide since I couldn't talk, and we would just be extremely happy. Then the dorr bel would ring or the telepohone would ring or mom would have to go somewhere and when she left, Casey always had to follow her and I would cry and try to stop them, but something kept holding me back and I kept trying to talk but could only make these weird gurgling sounds - (I even felt myself trying to yell at them in the waking world! It was a miracle that no one ever actually heard me trying to yell in the middle of the night!)
And when everyone elft, I'd be really scared and the lights would go out and it was pitch black! You wouldn't even be able to see ur hand in front of your face! then a light appeareared as it got darker - which I never thought possible. And I knew that that single ray of light was safety so I would run to it - only to find it shrinking as the place in the roof (where it was coming from) would start to close and another would appear, so I'd run to it. I also knew that if I stayed in the darkness for too long then I might not make it out of there, so I ran! Fast! Each would start to close as I got under it and I'd run tot he next until all of them wer losed and I'd be left in total darkness.
then a street light would appear in the center and I'd run to it and a fitting room stall (like they have in Wal Mart or any clothes store - complete with a bench) would appear around me. But it wasn't fast enough to see that a monster appeared. Most times it was Dracula, or a yetti, zombie, ghost, or any other kind of monster. Some were beyond imagination even though I've never seen them before. they would all be going in circles aorund my little room and sometimes they would try to reach up under the stal and grab me, but I'd jump up and avoid them or I'd literally claw my way up to the bench because it was higher than usual.
This would usually go on untuil I woke up and Mom or Casey would never come back. Does anyone have any idea to what this might mean? I really want to know why I was a mute, because in a way that scared me most of all because I couldn't tell them not to go because the monsters would return...
We would play and have fun with all sorts of toys, ones I remember most is a ball and a piano keyboard. We'd be laughing at each other, well, I'd be smiling really wide since I couldn't talk, and we would just be extremely happy. Then the dorr bel would ring or the telepohone would ring or mom would have to go somewhere and when she left, Casey always had to follow her and I would cry and try to stop them, but something kept holding me back and I kept trying to talk but could only make these weird gurgling sounds - (I even felt myself trying to yell at them in the waking world! It was a miracle that no one ever actually heard me trying to yell in the middle of the night!)
And when everyone elft, I'd be really scared and the lights would go out and it was pitch black! You wouldn't even be able to see ur hand in front of your face! then a light appeareared as it got darker - which I never thought possible. And I knew that that single ray of light was safety so I would run to it - only to find it shrinking as the place in the roof (where it was coming from) would start to close and another would appear, so I'd run to it. I also knew that if I stayed in the darkness for too long then I might not make it out of there, so I ran! Fast! Each would start to close as I got under it and I'd run tot he next until all of them wer losed and I'd be left in total darkness.
then a street light would appear in the center and I'd run to it and a fitting room stall (like they have in Wal Mart or any clothes store - complete with a bench) would appear around me. But it wasn't fast enough to see that a monster appeared. Most times it was Dracula, or a yetti, zombie, ghost, or any other kind of monster. Some were beyond imagination even though I've never seen them before. they would all be going in circles aorund my little room and sometimes they would try to reach up under the stal and grab me, but I'd jump up and avoid them or I'd literally claw my way up to the bench because it was higher than usual.
This would usually go on untuil I woke up and Mom or Casey would never come back. Does anyone have any idea to what this might mean? I really want to know why I was a mute, because in a way that scared me most of all because I couldn't tell them not to go because the monsters would return...
